Lyrics - MISSA english
I don't need this body which will only grow weaker and rot
even though we could have loved each other forever
so that you'll love me this way always
I want to see your happy smiling face forever
when I swallow the capsule... that I always kept locked in my desk
we can kiss forever. How long has it been since then?
without you in my world, the sun has set.
I've said goodbye to those around me one after another but,
I gave you a kiss as you slept quietly.
I've lived out the time without you, that can't be turned back
the memory tortures me, since then something new began.
the flowers we grew together back then
now bloom in profusion beautifully by your side
even a moment of joy pains me through this long night
with a cold knife to close my eyes eternally....
Screw on the plug beautiful 'lustful' scent
everything around me is dyed black
The grieving canvas reflected in a drop of water
the black nostalgia burned onto my eyes.
spoil my body
like a parasitic worm
I can't see the heart
like a mannequin
kiss the naked flesh glowing white
tripping in an ugly way, your hunk of meat...
that night we were able feel each other, turned freezing cold
deeply slumbering, to the depths of release
the feeling, is a strange sensation far removed from me
days that seemed so beautiful, in the poison flower garden
from that day I felt such extreme aggravation onward,
I've been looking for someone else.
that night it all fell apart will never be again
everytime I meet you, I've lied.
because now I'm so far removed from there.
the fact that I can't love you anymore
weighs heavilly on me, tortures and saddens me
the night was too long, it pains me
the accident which happened to you, causes me concern
unable to say any words of comfort, I cooled to you
I was there.
If you don't care that it's not for real, I'll hold you
For you, I looked as much as you wanted
while getting fucked by someone else...
so that I can be even just a little closer to you,
even if its not real, I stifled my heart for now
that first and final night has passed
you pretended not to know until the very end
I am captivated by the crimson sky, by the blue moon
mired in the conterfeit dream that was buried against my will
falling, turning, falling, to the depths of degredation, clumsily
I am captivated by the crimson sky, by the blue moon
in your blue moon I am brought into relief beautifully
my insides on display
Blue & Die
well, if I can be with you forever
I'm happy
gently I grip your hand
forever staring into that sky
well, if you keep smiling forever
maybe I'll be happy
next time, together
let's watch that blue-coloured sky forever
the beginning of love, and from that day I began to change
it's okay if I'm staring only at you
you are always in that garden, looking lonely, standing there
you were only staring at the scattering flowers
in my pained heart this unreachable wish added another wound
before my eyes, only this closed up reality leaves me troubled, even now
so that only the crying atmosphere will forget me now
GARDEN I wished that someday we will chance to meet always
GARDEN passing from the middle of this season, forever... you will
sorrowfully withering flowers seen in a thousand nights
in sepia your figure pictured
I want to forget, I don't want to forget, these contradictory feelings
I, held down, am only one person, standing exhausted
lonely, with only the snow, joined with the colour of the scenery, but
even now, so that it's always forgotten
I want to forget, I don't want to forget, these contradictory feelings
I, held down, am only one person, standing exhausted
the passing time is disappearing quickly from reality
so that memories will be forgotten
