Lyrics - GAUZE russian
Inject the poison you, of prototype E-24
Are you used to it already?
Has the pain become pleasure?
The 44th time round's allergy you after one week (rejection reaction)
count the numbers inside the anaesthesia, sleep
one two three four
me, of prototype A-01....
Geist Seele Wille Zelle*
Disgorging confusedly, I hang from the trap which adorn the wall, writhed within
poisonned fangs
"Do it !" I know the pain, I know the nausea, allergy to pleasure
Speed is going to increase, what you show
is the DNA of a regeneration's incapability
A child born from an animalistic copulation with myself
Excesively unperfect, one two three four
Disturbed by blood, I carry Fer de Lance's venom, I hear a desirable voice
I know the pain, I know the nausea, allergy to pleasure
Speed is going to increase, what you show
is the DNA of a regeneration's incapability
You are looking for, do you want blood ?
I'm going to give you some, one two three four
Notes:
1.[Geist Seele Wille Zelle] - "Spirit, Soul, Will, Cell "(germ.)
Love that isn't entangled You, impossible to repair
Already, we cannot return, can we? never can I forget the days gone by
Three years of memories, seemingly turning about face on me
As for now, that town even your face I don't want to recall because it's too painful
But three years of memories mean too much because always I'm waiting for you
An impossible dream, I am praying
I know that it's not possible, yet even still I am waiting for you
from here on, always, always.
- from me, too weak, to you, too wounded -
I can't return, and I want to forget
My love for you that never [fluttered].
That day, I vanished from your eyes.
What can you do for me now at this late hour?
I gazed at you as you broke down crying
And embraced you stronger than ever before.
But you haven't changed. Your love doesn't exist anymore.
I realize that now.
I'm really a fool about you.
Shall we make this the end?
For some reason, tears flowed with the thought of you.
I won't continue to hurt you for a second time,
Because until now I have always wanted to embrace you.
I betrayed our love too much, didn't I?
[The present can never return to three years ago]
How did the two of us come across each other? What was left behind for you?
If the two of us can meet again, I will wait until then.
I can?ft return, and I want to forget.
Until now in the end, I want to forget even the memories once again,
And my heart that loved aches.
For all eternity, the love that was never-ending until now.
For all eternity, our love will never return.
Inside a heavy betrayal more distant than love,
You won't [flutter]
open your eyes, notice for the first time
the truth is that probably I loved no-one
and the next adam will awaken again .
I loved you too much, the myself of that time will forever stay thus
But I got bored of seeing you, I've someone else in my arms
Soon I won't love you anymore, my hatred increases
I'm going to want to hit and destroy you, do you like my selfishness ?
I searched quite more than words
I searched only your body
A Pierrot just alone lying in front of the mirror
Goes slowly near to me
Who can makes you suffering, I or she ?
Alone, I whisper
I hurt you when you noticed that
With me we didn't understand each other
A Pierrot just alone lying in front of the mirror
Goes slowly near to me
Who can makes you suffering, I or she ?
Alone, I whisper
Finally you suffer so much that your spirit is going away from your body
In front of my eyes you're yelling of laugh, looking at a red razor
Tonight, the cherry blossoms flutter, scatter, hurriedly.
From the window, the cherry tree never changes
It flicker, flicker, flicker, flicker and dance in the wind
My conscience will today soften again
Who are you ? I don't remember anything
You hold my hand with much strenght
Tears have flown in this hand you're grabbing
Your eyes that don't stop cying told me something
For some reason your perfume makes me nostalgic
In this room, alone, I lose certainly life
A flower that can not find anybody...
Flowers that scatter fastly flicker in the wind, and wind blows in my white patient room
Times when pain covered days
You embraced my thin and ugly body
I finally remember the most important person
Tomorrow I will become ash and I will return to sand
The cherry tree I see from my window, I want to sleep under this cherry tree
You shroud me warmly in your arms...
In #304 room I am slowly carried away
As if I could not forget you...
From then on I flicker in the wind with the cherry tree, I remember you
I flicker, I flicker
I flicker, I flicker
Masochist and sadist
Prison and cradle
Dream and trauma
First mother and last mother
I cut your numbed body, sadistic I make your blood flowing, I have got you mazohyst
If I was able, I would give you a poisoned kiss
Because of sadness I don't see your beauty, you're my last mother
As if I did not notice you were burring my memories, first mother
Even if time turns back, committed crime can't change
Last intellectual burns
You're looking at nasty me, decision strongly then gently impossible
Decided, you don't speak
Noise that goes through my skin hurts me and is going to deepen my wounds
You who are deeply jalous, is your blood always cold?
It hurts me today still to forget the violences suffered in my childhood
I am going to tell you why you don't have a mother
You will notice it gently someday, in the "crib" you will become mother
Because of sadness I don't see the past, you're my last mother
As if at least you did not notice anything, first mother
Even if time turns back, committed crime can't change
Last intellectual is broken
Have you been too gentle with me ? I reproduce before's trauma
Have I, broken, been sadistic until the last you?
December 24th today is Christmas eve
together with you; let's spend it enjoyably
the big strawberry cake looks delicious, doesn't it
very, very sweet and delicious
would you like white wine or something?
slick, sticky, sloppy
This is a present from me, so
that twitching dried mouth, it's good if it heals
I seem to have left the room in a mess again
already today it's late so please hurry home
in the refrigerator....
~ more than a night of tragedy from I, the assailant ~
every second I drive it in if I lick your ears just drop it
here, hurry up and ask for more put it in your mouth, faster
lick the poison without missing a drop if you miss one drop...
show ~ lie ~ mad ~ sexual
1 ~ sad ~ sexually ~ 2 ~ sad ~ sexually
here, hurry up and scream harder just hurry up and open up your eyes
on dec 24, another person is trapped
if i lick her all over -- a 14-year-old girl
i'll just try to break your body
i planted the seed and took it out She's in tears with a red mouth fuck her
Here, hurry up and scream harder Just hurry up and open up your eyes
See, if I look at it more and more the honey keeps coming
make your sweet honey gush
I'll keep fucking you forever
here's to your drug-addicted head
If I take the drug today, i'll start to fuck you
You've got a pretty mouth you've got pretty breasts
You've got a pretty voice you've got a pretty face
You've got a pretty part here you've got a pretty part there
slick, sticky, sloppy
that ugly shaped part, lick it up
Then put it in down there
I, whose life was severed
Death that was too quick
even if I am reborn
we can never be seperated
[cain] and [abel]
A birth of a child
An adult without sense of guilt
Dropped I have no name
I don't even know why I'm here
Not even knowing I only have a few months to live
I want to be loved
I want to be born
As I see myself in the womb 2 months after I started to have a conscience.
I felt something go fast I still can't do anything
But soon the plug...
The incomplete me.
The pain runs through my body
My mother screaming
The cries don't stop
The people in white scoop me up
The cold blood in their eyes
They see myself covered in blood with no right hand
I am just wrapped in a black plastic bag
As I'm losing conscience I think quietly
If you can love me in the cage, just that will be OK
Unforgivable
If I am not loved I should just die
That would be much better
So don't make a sound
Just sleep quietly
Just once I want to feel my mothers love with my hands
Is this love?
Thank you
The door that is never to be opened again
It's shut tightly
But then again I am probably you in the future
La la la...
(conversation text)
man: Is this really okay with you?
woman: Yes.
man: How many have you?
woman: Just one.
man: I've killed countless children. Is this really permissable?
woman: ...
man: I'll ask again. Is this really okay with you?
woman: Yes
man: Are you prepared?
woman: Yes
man: Then let us begin.
(end conversation text)
My body is burned
Burned to the bones
Good buy
A mass of
Lies
Betrayal
Deception
Cruelty
Pleasure
Tenderness
Pain
Hatred
Love
Today still, I play with you, you don't notice anything
A love that freezes at -180C
Silent you, a silent love, silent pleasant feelings
Silent me, a silent love, silent scars
You, the eighteen person, don't notice me, softly you have confirmed me
This frozen love
Quiet you, a quiet love, I kill my quiet pleasant feelings
Quiet me, a quiet love, a quiet...
I can't change, this silent love can't change
Peacefully, peacefully, it coils up around both us
A silent heart, a quiet heart, cut in my heart
A silent heart, a quiet heart, even if you are going to play with my heart
Since I noticed you,
I just wanna be able to be by your side
I finally embraced you
I didn't know that it would be going to be the last time
Sky
Space that is too vast
The 24th floor a huge spreading of wings
I'll get 4.5 seconds of freedom
Days covered by pain, in hardened asphalt "burried"
Poisoned flowers bloom if I pray doing my cross sign
Peace's institutors hold their white mask with this hand "broken"
Bound people flood to the right "little by little"
If we could everyday whip them, grabbing their head in live
Destruction's institutors fold their black mask "weared"
Sweet life, mad life, last life, brain crash
Right eye, left eye, right hand, left hand, right foot, left foot "head"
Bone, sweat, tear, blood, breathing, nerve and brain "quickly"
Until I would be paralysed I will continue to drink, to drink
Dictatorship's doctrine, to live cut from dreams "go insane"
Let's try to spread our wings, aluminium wings
While devils aren't there let's fall back quickly on the ground
Let's try our spread our wings, dreams that are going to collapse
Ungranted dreams, let's scatter it
trap
My cooled blue body
Has covered with saliva
Become persisting in my vision ( persisting ? )
Vicious and distorted paint ( inhuman paint ? )
My short life I dance with
Is going to become rotten mercilessly
Memories seen for the last time
You who laughs... I kill you
Psycho, inside where I distort and turn
Psycho, viciously
Psycho, pasttrap
Psycho, pasttrip
By... Deathtrap
I'm only staring
I'm only staring at you
You're only waiting
You're only crying
. On the hill after six days, only a cold wind is streaming by
We met in those place, now I can't do anything any more
We met in this city, now I can't love anybody any more
On those hill you look up at this sky, we saw it together
In this sky I look down at those hill, we were together
I wanna the faded flowers to bloom wonderfully like on those time, only one more time
This night my heart and my ideal got on together in the darkness, if only tonigh again
I could be by your side
I meet you in those place, all start again, now I can't do anything any more
I meet you in this city, now I can't love anybody any more, with you
both us again to those hill
I wanna the faded flowers to bloom wonderfully like on those time, only one more time
This night my heart and my ideal got on together in the darkness, if only tonigh again...
My tied up fingers untie, I'm going to immerse deeply, you that I see for the last time
I loved you, my ungranted dream is waiting on Akuro's hill, my unfaded dream
wants to fall asleep with you
Although I can't go back to the past, I'm looking for you who has changed
Until this time you were waiting for me, now still on those hill...