Lyrics - Withering to Death english
music by Dir en grey words by Kyo
The pessimistic you The merciless you
And the self loving you, What are you looking at?
With comparing and getting things in proportions
you scream out mad
You wanted this ending to happen
You must be a romanticist
But I just remembered that there is no love here
Over and over somewhere begins to break
Please love me, this blood and the meaning
Please love me, this day and this value
gasp for breath
That's right, just ask the pig with meat
That you lose your heart because you spend money to fulfill
That girl laughs at your sorry face
That's right, the love underneath your suit
That's right, the politeness underneath the suit
Even if you don't know the answer to the simple question of C
The eyes to see the reality is far more important
I laugh at the sorry sky
That's right, the love underneath the sunny day
That's right, underneath the sunny day...
All you people looking at me, you just say what you want
You never come and reach your hand out to me
You buy love for me on my birthday
Today its cloudy and partly rain
Actuality, I want to love the world before me
Actuality I do, but
dead freedom
If you've forgotten how to scream then scream right here and live right here
I will scream as much as I want and if my voice dies, then let my voice die
If you've forgotten how to scream then scream right here and live right here
I will scream no matter how many times I die My voice will die
But I will scream right here my heart
We can dive
WHERE'S THE FORTUNATE FUTURE?
WHERE DOES OUR FORTUNATE FUTURE COME?
DICK MEN
FUCK OFF FUCK OFF
AND WIPE
[GET BACK MY MERRILY MEMORY]
UNDER THE SUN
To be revealed as if you were to be ridiculed, the disclosure
of the flow of thw red river
You walk the mountain road made of corpes smiling
Again you reach out and ants gather around the lily
UNDER THE SUN
People that can't redeem have ash, tears, and taciturnity in
both their hands . . .
Whats Cruel is that the Sun and the Moon comes together
Even tomorrow looks away
On the Red Day you question taciturnity and . . . [ ]
I have lived in restrict I want to disappear more then to forget
I laugh back at people like you, who act like you understand
You people just live on laughing, saying something good will happen tomorrow
There was always something different about you
and me and
the way you talk from the beginning
It's not unusual anymore to get hurt by you
Just wishing it wasn't real is my only negative way to escape...
ash to ash
I am just garbage with an umbrella So give me my dream
I am used to hiding underneath the umbrella So I want you for me
Can you hear me?
The dance hods together this little girl As she waits for the morning
The best friend She has no one to wave to anymore
The good old days are so dear
The ashes are like flower petals that rise up to the sky
Say good bye as we torch the fire to the victims stacked up
The ashes are like flower petals that up to the sky
Let's put on a dress and dance
I gave her my endless love But she cries aloud... so
I
Now take off the dress and go to sleep
The endless love The little girl with happiness her sleeping face is gone
The decompsed dress and the leg of the little girl
I carry
I will communicate with love
I will kill with emotion
From that very day I was able to laugh freely...
Do you think that was a long time ago? I thought
The threatening world pressuring in?
Meaning that world would be outside of the cage?
Eventually I will get used to it, but when will this scar disappear?
Lets go out into the city with a bat
Come and play with me more
Do it now. God bless me! Bless you!
I cry from pain
ominous communication
You must be happy with logics and contradictions
When unhappiness creeps in
The meaning of that doesn't change
Am I laughing well in your world?
Who is more tragic?
You are probably more serious
I'll probably be able to laugh more when I am torn and hurt
False accusations kill me
Cries of grief will lead you to Jesus
Jesus Christ Rock'n Roll
Lets meet up in a sigh
Jesus Christ Rock'n Roll
Bound together firmly
Jesus Christ Rock'n Roll
With no way out it is shaved off
Jesus Christ Rock'n Roll
As dark as dark sky and earth,dizzily mind
As sore as sore the back of the gullet,dizziness
You can't catch me,can't catch me
Can blind birds fly?They can't
I go up the blind stairs intently
Ladies and gantleman,time is over
Ladies and gantleman,please die
My child flowing down the sewer is a piece of incompetence
Can't grasp anything with my hands
Like a garbage I go back to doing
Whatever I may wish,it's weed life
Night and day at the end of the day,all day and so every day
I scream even in my dreams I want to become happy
Rosy lipstick My child laughing is a piece of incompetence
Self torture... abuse... die... wanna forget... I hate
The song game of counting petals
MY COMEUPPANCE & YOUR IGNORANCE
LYRICAL SHOW TIME
Full of ABILITY it's the Blood Red SHOW TIME SHOW TIME
COMICAL SHOW TIME
Inflammation of VITALITY It's the Blood Red SHOW TIME
CYNICAL SHOW TIME
REALITY Comes to life It's the Blood Red SHOW TIME SHOW TIME
RADICAL SHOW TIME
ETERNITY breaks It's the Blood Red SHOW TIME
That's right, I still can't find the meaning of my existance
That's why I slice the meaning on my body more and more and more and more and more
---Go ahead and just laugh, and just walk away---
The voices of backstabbers still sick to me
Someday maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe the voice will be heard straight to my heart
---Go ahead and just laugh, and break away---
HURRY UP! HURRY UP! WRIST-CUT SHOW
HURRY UP! HURRY UP! WRIST-CUT SHOW
NO THANK YOU! NO THANK YOU! ...GOOD BYE!
HURRY UP! HURRY UP! WRIST-CUT SHOW
HURRY UP! HURRY UP! WRIST-CUT SHOW
It's better then to not even notice it
MY COMEUPPANCE & YOUR IGNORANCE
THAT'S ALL I KNOW ABOUT IT [GO AHEAD]
HURRY UP! HURRY UP! WRIST-CUT SHOW
HURRY UP! HURRY UP! WRIST-CUT SHOW
NO THANK YOU! NO THANK YOU! ...GOOD BYE!
HURRY UP! HURRY UP! WRIST-CUT SHOW
HURRY UP! HURRY UP! WRIST-CUT SHOW
SHOW TIME It's non of my business...hehehe
THAT'S ALL I KNOW ABOUT IT [GO AHEAD!]
PLEASE COME TO THE LAST GASP WITH ME [MY PLEASURE]
Here is some water for the dead tree...
I see your reflection in the dirty water...
Dreams and aspirations Your ideals in the big sky
Passionate Red
The one I loved so much...
Ideals being sweeter then candy are just ideals
Noone wants the present
Point your finger Goodbye
I feel love on my forhead at gun point
Even the child with the red coat swallows her tears as she faces reality
Why? Why? Over and Over
It will never heal
Why? Why? Over and Over
My dead heart...
Love, tenderness, freedom and peace
The intention is clear, I stare.... with this left hand, unable to be worded
Every time I bleed, there lies the reason to live.... And I discover words
being so vivid and bright
Even loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my hand
So even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand, it will only
be known as flowers of vanity
The Final
One by one it multiplies.... why be a sad bait?
Deep within the hell of my heart.... I can't go back
A self-torture loser, not being able to see tomorrow
Suicide is the proof of life
Even loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my hand
So even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand, the petals will
just scatter as flowers of vanity
So I can’t live
So I can’t live
What's lost can't be born again
So I can’t live
So I can’t live
A song that's not even seeking the proof of living
Let’s put an end... The Final
Lets bloom flowers of attempted suicide
He looks down on me
So, I will love him until I die
His face is his number one pride
Stupid motherfucker
Die
He deceives me
No, actually he's being deceived by me
Go to hell and get the fuck out of my way
You baby boy
He respects me
But he doesn't want to admit it
Don't be spellbounded by your weakness
Why don't you just go and kiss up to that ho
I'm gonna hit you up with this here tower
I'm gonna hit you up with that there tower
Here is the very best ballad for you
You drown in hypocritical sin
The very best ballad for you
The one I love and adore number-4
I'm gonna hit you up with this here tower
I'm gonna hit you up with that there tower
blow
You, just living is a pollution
You, just living is a sin
You are living. So please die
You know me, I just shut my eyes to my own
shortcomings... hehe
So I want you for me to die
Hide your bloodveined eyes Swallow your loneliness
The voice pressures in
Your words that ask for me The joy of being needed
I bite my nails just a little
Hide your crying wrists The spilling milk The
persistent cat becomes silent
You don't want it but can't take your eyes off of the spilled milk
Is that love? Mistake?
I look at you just a little
I picture the swaying vision Of the reality becoming real You test me persistently
You get angry when I don't agree You lose yourself
And I fall in love with you once again
Can't be touched Won't be touched
blind sorrow
I know it's hard for you to wait for me, so don't cry, go ahead and sleep
What do you want from me? If I say to you that you look beautiful, will you be able to sleep?
You stare at the flowers by the window, without even blinking
You want what you can't have, You wish to be pregnant But the only thing you can't hear is this child's...
It's so dark and dark and dreadful Lets calm down with an old tale
I am good at pretending to cry So I spill the milk and smile and I yell her the truth about not being pregnant
Don't do an excessive thing
- To you, in the navy blue sea -
I close my eyelids as I know I am alive
Slowly I throw up Life is white
No one can come into my frozen heart
- I pray to you in the navy blue sea -
You are weak But stay as you are
Can you hear? My rusty voice cries out to you
Can't make it into words But I just want to feel you
now
Tomorrow
Deeper then the deep sea that I can't see deeper deeper deeper I sleep tomorrow
deep blue
The things I can't forget are too painful
deep blue
What voice, what words will you use to talk to me
- In the navy blue sea, the tears mix in -
No one notices the reason for crying
So the life can't be saved, feel life
Even just for a moment, please live
Deeper than the deep sea that I can't see deeper deeper deeper you sleep
deep blue
Just realizing that I am getting used to getting hurt
deep blue
When the seasons comes and winter sleeps, I will
come visit with flowers
The sadness on the face will probably be gone tomorrow
When did my eyes become dead?
What is waiting for me tomorrow as I sing and live without meaning?
Alone in my room as my heartbeat screams
Don't kid yourself and don't fool yourself
I am addicted to the perceived fate
I am alone I linger on to this fate
Don't kid yourself and don't fool yourself
The unstoppable rain The unstoppable sound The unstoppable scar
The unstoppable love The unstoppable song...
I can't stop it anymore
I can't handle it anymore
Kill the voice Close your eyes Drown in the darkness Roam around
I won't depend on anyone anymore
Kill the voice Close your eyes Drown in the darkness Roam around
I keep inside me your keen voice...
All in darkness
It's such an irony this sunny bright weather
- Good Morning -